I am still a alcoholic.

After staying off alcohol for 9 years and doing so well in the media, on TV again in America, back in Jan, also on Sky UK People, then in Feb Australia again with my Channel 5 doc, my Channel 4 doc was then shown on Sky Real lives and May 18 my Virgin one doc will be shown on Sky Living 2. Got two books out and doing a 3rd with more women than ever wanting to me, even women on Facebook, letting me know they are fans of mine and wanting me to call in Port Talbot, Neath, Swansea and Llanelli to start doing appearances as it seems I am in big demand but because I never drank I never go anywhere. Then 5 weeks ago, I thought I would try and few cans of Lager but keep away from Cider, Whisky and Red wine and try it only on a Sat, first 3 weekends I did OK, so I told everyone, who started to panic and tell me not to be silly and as I know full well, there is no point in telling an alcoholic, they have to see it themselves, Last Friday feeling so good and confidant to try Cider and Red Wine, even put a video of me on YouTube drinking it, that then sparked off a panic but I am OK, I told everyone, then Sat, Sun drank and Monday went on a bender all day and got drunk, got up Tuesday, shakes was back as well as panic attacks and now I craved for more Cider and Red Wine than ever but it made me realise I am still a alcoholic, I suffered for 3 days, till today I am back feeling good without a drop of alcohol and never ever want to drink again, no way, Clive Worth